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Monday, August 6, 2012

not home.

people usually question the negative circumstances in their lives...

why did i lose my job?
why did he die?
why is my marriage so hard?
why am i having so many financial problems?

i often wonder why zachary was taken away from us...and i don't know why i wonder...because i know it was for Heaven's gain! i think God knew i would need a purpose for living...even though when zachary left us, i didn't want to live anymore...honestly, i didn't want to take my life, but i really didn't want to live either. zachary's short life was and is a reminder to me that this world is not our home...thank God! our circumstances, no matter what they are, are temporary...and that was something i needed to learn in order to continue to live with HOPE!

hope:noun

4. a person or thing in which expectations are centered

verb (used with object)

6. to look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence.

7. to believe, desire, or trust


my hope is found in nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness. this is the Person and thing in which my expectations are centered. because of this, i look forward to heaven and have confidence in His faithfulness. i believe...i trust in His ways, His plan, His direction and His will for me.

so don't get caught up in your negative circumstances...there's usually something invisible happening. what is your hope? hold on to it...and remember, if you know Jesus, this world is not your home.


Feeling like a refugee
Like it don't belong to me
The colors flash across the sky

This air feels strange to me
Feeling like a tragedy
Take a deep breath and close my eyes
One last time

Storms on the wasteland
Dark clouds on the plains again
We were born into the fight

But I'm not sentimental
This skin and bones is a rental

And no one makes it out alive

Until I die I'll sing these songs
On the shores of Babylon
Still looking for a home
In a world where I belong


Where the weak are finally strong
Where the righteous right the wrongs
Still looking for a home
In a world where I belong

Feels like we're just waiting, waiting
While our hearts are just breaking, breaking
Feels like we're fighting against the tide


I wanna see the earth shaking
I wanna see a generation
Finally waking up inside


Until I die I'll sing these songs
On the shores of Babylon
Still looking for a home
In a world where I belong

Where the weak are finally strong
Where the righteous right the wrongs
Still looking for a home
In a world where I belong

In a world where I belong

This body's not my own
This world is not my own
But I can still hear the sound
Of my heart beating out
So let's go boys, play it loud

On the final day I die
I want to hold my head up high
I want to tell you that I tried
To live it like a song

And when I reach the other side
I want to look you in the eye
And know that I've arrived
In a world where I belong

Where I belong

I still believe we can live forever
You and I we begin forever now
Forever now
Forever
I still believe in us together
You and I we're here together now
Together now
Together now
Forever now
Forever now

 



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